I can’t believe there is only two months left in this
program. Eight and a half weeks here; six weeks of ministry. Two months until
“real life” starts, or until I’m in the “real world”. But wait, I’ve said that
before. I said it in reference to graduating from high school, in reference to
graduating from college, and now in reference to beginning my new life
overseas. So, when exactly does “real life” start?
This IS life. Whether we are in school, volunteering, in a
career or just a menial job, this is life! Don’t wait for the next thing to
start living.
There has been a real lull on our team lately. A couple of
weeks ago we were going through a ton of spiritual warfare stuff that has
calmed down a bit, but we are definitely still struggling as a team. One of our
teammates just went home and we were all really sad to see her go. She made a
huge impact on each of us, and such a huge impact at Firehouse; she really is
amazing! (I love you Nicole!)
I know for myself, I’m just feeling really overwhelmed with
life at the moment and very emotionally exhausted. There are a lot of issues
piling up and becoming difficult to handle. We are losing a lot of momentum and
the hearts of some are very much back in the States already. I guess, just
continue to pray for us as we press on and try to finish strong.
I don’t have a lot to say except that something I’ve had to
keep in mind while going through this program is that THIS IS LIFE. We can’t
wait until we have found the perfect job or until we are married or until we are
back in the States to start giving our all. The time is now. Dear teammates,
don’t lose sight of why God has brought each one of us here. We have a purpose!
Don’t give up.
That’s all for now, my brain is on overload and my body is
exhausted.
Praying for you.
I hope you find rest and peace. May you walk in a spirit of sabbath and peace.
Dearest Leah,
Yes indeed, this moment NOW is life. And what a wonderful one it is!!!
When you are tired and discouraged it only means there is a disconnect from the Divine. Time to stop, breathe, slow down and reconnect in whatever way works best for you, be it prayer, reading, meditation… That’s all. Silence. Listen. No expectations. Faith that you will be/are being shown the way.Do not be discouraged. Life cannot be 100% all of the time.
I love you,
Robin
Good Morning Leah, You are right. Thanks for the reminder that “this is real life”. Right now, living, loving, laughing, crying, embracing, letting go and so much more. Kind of like that beautiful ocean that you are dipping your toes in. I love the ocean. The waves remind me to breathe, deeply. With a flow that is healing, soothing and relaxing. I picture Jesus walking onto the shore while the waves usher Him in for us. It’s His “Red Carpet”. I was on Google yesterday and pulled up PE. Wow. I was looking at the homes around and the yards and streets and wondering where you were located on the map. God Bless You and your team. What a spiritual experience that you and the team will always remember. A “mark” has been made. Not just physical either. At the end of it all, you will be able to know the impact this time had on “real life”. But until then, carry on and rejoice always. Goodbyes are inevitable and also very draining emotionaly. Take the time to review and renew with one another. I pray that the team will remember to take this time left and use it for healings and closure.
I better go, I am keeping you longer than I intended. Love You Very Much